and then same thing, next morning, it was as if nothing happened the night before. trust me I was scared every time it went near his private area.
I put my hands under his sweater so I could massage his skin and there were points where I would massage his pelvic area and I could feel his pubes. we had been drinking and once we were getting for bed and in our sleeping bags, he said, 'how do you want me? massage my back ya?' and of course I did. his other didn't want to sleep in the tent so the tent was left to me and my best friend. and then last weekend we went camping along with his other brother. the next morning it's always as if nothing happened. I'll ask in hone middle of, massaging, 'does it feel good?' and he would reply, 'yeah' softly because he's about to knock out. we start off both on his bed, me sitting by his feet and I always end up, massaging his feet. whenever we get drunk, I always sleep at his house, in his room. it's been eating me alive because I have not come out to anyone and everyone thinks I'm straight.īut here's the thing. I've come to realize within the past year that I think I really 'like' him. he is the all American guy, played soccer all his life and every girl thinks he's so hot. I have been best friends with my straight guy friend for the past 6 years and he is also 25. I'm 25 years old and I'm pretty sure I am gay.
